I think that most Christians would be better pleased if the Lord did not inquire into their personal affairs too closely. They want Him to save them, to keep them happy, and to take them off to heaven at last, but not to be too inquisitive about their conduct or services.

A.W. Tozer (Pastor, Preacher)

I have found this statement to be very true. Most Christians want Jesus as their Savior, but not their Lord. For they want to go to heaven, but they do not want to do what their Lord has instructed them to do. They want to have the blessings without the obedience and as a Christian, I can tell you that this does not happen. God wants your obedience more than your sacrifice according to Micah 6:8, so next time you feel like you are not getting blessed the way that you think you should, you might want to seek real repentance and ask the Lord to speak to you about what He wants from you. I am sure He will speak to you about what needs to change in your life.